absolutcleo

- i wanna know what love is, i want you to show me

Now it's like this, I have come a long way in life. But now I'm stuck, I do not know what to do or to do. I want you to love me like you did once, but it happens only in my dreams. Without you I am nothing, I need you now more than ever. But when I think about it so I can manage without you, but so much better with you. Now you have moved on and I try every day to also move forward. I'm trying to find someone who is as good as you, but it is hard, very hard! It was you who taught me everything about love, I was only thirteen, what I did? The years passed and everything after I learned to love someone, I learned to love someone so much so that I could do everything for the person in that position where you are more important than anything else in my life. But everything went down, you began to lie to me and even beat me. Beaten hurt, but my heart said, do not leave him, you loves him? It's him you should spend your whole life with. Now I am back on track, to find love again ... It feels as if it was easier then, I did not even fight for you? Now I need to fight for everything, absolutely everything! Why can things not be as easy as before? No cuz' everything was much easier when you were younger.

- fail på texten för att det är sjukt svårt att formulera texten
på engelska och stavningen är väl si sådär!
men det känns bättre att skriva på engelska!

Nu ska jag ta och nanna kudden och smsa lite ? :)
imorgon blir det helvetet sedan till syster och käka och göra vid sig
sedan vidare på feeeeest, såklart! Vart befinner jag mig annars på
en fredags kväll om inte på en fest? haha

så natti sötnosar och ha en super bra helg ifall jag inte
hinner skriva något imorgon :)


♥ absolutcleo